April 2, 2010 @ 2:34 PM
I sorta miss primary school life. I mean, sec school is so complicated, confusing, all the homework and PTs and AAs and all that... back then we could do quite well by just listening to what ur teacher says and doing homework. now thats not possible! i know its a necessary transition and all that... but it tends to get stressful and sorta freaky. of course, i love RGS, tarbet, 103'10 and everything. it all used to be so simple and uncomplicated~ now its not. we need to do the x1000 timez of our primary school hw every day, plus reading, research, PTs, AAs... all that stuff.
and... the senior idolizing thing. i dont think any of us idolised any seniors in primary school O.o. It would be just like damn weird. and we were the seniors! so well... i dunno why it came on so suddenly, so crazily... maybe senior idolising is my way of reducing stress and joking about stuff. maybe it gives me more stress.
everything has been so complicated since rgs. its been the happiest and most fulfilling 3 months of my life so far, filled with so much hope. but its also been the saddest, the most tiring, the most desperate and all that.
perhaps without the lows, the highs cannot be achieved.
still, don't forget to hope (: for we cannot live without any hope at all :D
~Mich <3
“希望是人生道路上的启明灯”
