August 18, 2010 @ 8:56 PM
I need to control my tears. Stop them from flowing somehow. Stop breaking down randomly. Oh seriously what's wrong with me. But goodbyes are SO SUPER SAD.
I mean, why is it that we never learn to treasure someone or something until we lose them? I guess I thought things will always be the same. Never realised that farewell was so imminent. Till now. It's so sad.
Goodbyes aren't forever. Is it really true? I'm really beginning to doubt that. How can they not be? They seem so permanent, and they really engulf you in pain. I never know how to face them properly.
I'm gonna miss the sec4s so much. Especially Rain. Rain, my awesome PL. And Kim, the scary yet so nice CL. It's really painful to say goodbye.
I'd been trying to block the fact that today was the last guides session with the sec4s out of my mind, but I wonder now if I shouldn't have. I wonder if I'd tried to accept the fact earlier, it would be less painful. I really wonder.
Farewells... They're hard, yes. But I suppose they're still a part of life. I really hate saying goodbye, but we all have to do it. Goodbyes teach us how to let go, and also how to treasure those that are really close to you. They tell us when we can let go of the past, and when we should hold on. It's just like so many things in life, vital yet really sad.
离别只为再相逢
