Now that I have 4 days left of hols, I miss school already. I miss the frantic busy pace of life there, I miss how I never have enough time for everything. I hate being bored at home, I don't like the feeling of emptiness that overwhelms me when I'm alone and have nothing productive to do. ):
I never did realise this, but I actually like stress, I can't live without it. I don't know what is the meaning of just living, and to be frank neither do I want to know. I like living for something, I can't stand not having a purpose/