March 30, 2011 @ 11:41 PM
Today was... i don't know, interesting. History video was quite scary, I think in all that excitement about learning about WWII and the strategies and the soldiers and the generals and the heroes, we've all forgotten about who the war really involves- the people. That video brought me back to the harsh reality that when there is war, the most innocent yet the most affected are, in the end, still the citizens and residents in the countries. The people in Hiroshima... just leading their normal lives, never knowing that the most powerful bomb of all time would be dropped on them in a few hours. All that got killed, simply vaporized, the after-effects of the radiation for decades, it's just scary. The schoolgirl, the 3 year old boy, the newspaper photographer... all of them just normal people like us. What did they do to deserve what the world leaders have brought onto them? That's just history I guess, and human nature, and the lust for power and control. But throughout the ages, power has always been in a state of flux, from one empire to another. History today just reminded me of why I love to study history, the motives of the people etc. And that anything, when used without morals, even if the initial intention was good, can be turned into something deadly. Dynamite. The atomic bomb. I simply
cannot imagine what would happen if scientists discover how to create anti-matter. Inter-planetary wars of blowing up entire moons and planets? ):
OM was... I honestly don't know what to say. I need to find the meaning back, I think I've lost it somewhere in all the frantic rushing around and working like crazy. And I wish some people would stop being superficial. Why can't everyone just come straight out and admit what you really are thinking/want to do?! It'll be so much easier that way. And yet... ah gosh I really don't know what I'm going to do about OM. Rawrrrrrrr. I have too much going on in my mind now but I can't possibly put everything in words and even if I somehow do that I can't possibly post it here. My mind just won't shut up arghh. Quotes phine: it only happens about every single day.
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