currently really really need a break. so damn exhausted and dizzy and confused. been working like a machine- literally. ahhh.
never been so stressed out about house before, and i'm really tired now and really pissed at certain people and really relieved because of others but strangely, i've never been prouder to be a part of housecomm. i don't know why, i think my mind is screwed. but seeing everyone working frantically together somehow gmh.
that aside, i really really want certain people to be more responsible and not make things harder for us. seriously. it's driving me crazy. and how people cannot seem to read instructions properly, how incredibly irresponsible they can get. i'm freaking out and the gamescapts are freaking out and the captains are freaking out and i see how stressed out we all are and blame so much of this on those last minute back out people- why can't they just be more responsible?! then again we can't expect everyone to be like us when it comes to house. i'd be lying if i said that the whole of rgs loves house. some people probably take it as a total joke. still, basic responsibility, please. ):
right now i'm completely brain dead after the whole day of spamming people and collating attendence and getting spammed by people and completely drained of energy so goodnight.
how i want a break and a nice long sleep. no chance of that right now, i'm afraid. another 2 intensive days. and hopefully i'll finally get to catch up on some sleep on the plane. hopefully.
