May 10, 2011 @ 9:30 PM
i've been overdosing on chocolate te whole day because i'm so tired and stressed and chocolate is stress relieving and keeps me on a sugar rush so i won't fall asleep just sitting at my table... omg this is not good need to get more sleep asap. one more month till EVERYTHING is over and i finally get to enjoy my june hols!! Batch outing to Sentosa (Y) heckyes. meanwhile i'm just going to have to find a way to survive all this somehow...
and weirdly i'm sad 2.4 isn't today. i just want to get it over with. i DON'T CARE if i fail or anything omygosh i just don't care right now.
also guides today was exhausting everyone was really tired and disillusioned and we weren't exactly very productive- but being with the batch is good :D that was the best part of guides i think for me. but AA prep was very screwed up //: tired tired tired. and running up to workspace a million times asdfghjkl. and when i was working i was there thinking it's just so incredibly sad that i won't be there to see all our plans come into action. wish i could be there for AA but you win some, you lose some.
really hope maryland will be good, considering the amount of stuff that i'm missing for it. guides- AA, enrollment, course with batch. house- IHG week, sportsfest. please let it be amazing and wonderful and worthwhile after all this effort we've been putting into this and skipping so many CCA sessions and staying back till at night. i want all this to end well. i really want it to be.
today's one of those days where you're just incredibly exhausted and hopeless but nevertheless
keep holding on. i think that might have become my favourite song this year because i need something simple and encouraging to keep me going. seriously. ahhh.
we'll make it through.
