sigh omg currently wishing that people will stop telling me what the heck to do all the time. i know what i have to do and bugging me every 5 minutes is just going to make me only a million times more stressed //: as if it's not bad enough omg. sometimes i feel as though everything is resting on me and i really don't want to disappoint people. and ARGH what is the world trying to do to me.
but today was good. in the afternoon at least. teaching phine bio gives me a very strange sense of satisfaction- knowing that she gets it is an awesome feeling. want to do that more. and as i was saying, it feels so dang good to get out of school after this hectic half a term of being in school for like 14 hours a day or close to it on weekdays and no march hols at all. feels good to do work when out of school and not at home. the feeling of freedom... haha it's intoxicating, i swear. and it's so completely not stressful. i need to do that more often... must get a lifeee.
and right now i really want to sleep late and do work but certain people aren't letting me and it's so irritating because i'm stressed and i cannot sleep when i'm stresed and work relieves stress so i can sleep but i cannot work right now which means i cannot relieve my stress which leadsto a sleepless night. arghhh D:
