Today was a good day. Got back history PPA- 4.0! Yay that's incredibly assuring that I can do well in something without studying too much. It feels good. After Math… haha that was horrible but it's the past. Also class party today was AMAZING :D as Priya was saying, I think I'll cry when we all go off to our individual classes. I really love 203, how the cliques are breaking up and people are becoming closer and closer to each other and the acceptance and encouragement- it's amazing. From orientation last year when we barely knew each other to now, we've come so far. I was saying a couple of posts back that NAPFA is the single most discouraging thing in a year, and that still holds but- I think it's also in a way amazing, it really shows how bonded we are as a class when we cheer each other on all the time, laughing and crying together, waiting for friends that are at retest, one-third-of-a-class dinner at ION. I love how we cheer each other on so much. And 2.4 last year was horrible but I still remember Rachel and val running with me for my last lap despite how incredibly tired they already were, and sharing like 3 cans of 100-plus. I love this class, I cannot imagine a better class to be with.

Guides today was fun! OH prep haha in a way it was quite slack. But the video is nice and On My Honour is such a great song (even though it sounded eerie ooooh). And I realise that I'm loving Batch'13 more and more haha we are so happy and gay. <3 and I love guides so much. So much. It's hard to explain really. And in the video when I saw the March camp candles I was like, omg I want to go back to that wonderful night when we were one. But when the CLs were talking about enrolment being compulsory and everything I was feeling so incredibly guilty for not being able to make it because enrolment is so important and I'm not even out of Singapore yet at that time I'll be packing at the airport. I want to be with Guides! Really omg.

And today I was thinking, was it really worth joining OM? I've learnt so much, I've gained so much, but I've also lost so much and missed out on so much. It has been pretty much incredible, though with a LOT of rough times (understatement of the year) and ahh I really don't know. But ohwell, don't ever look back. (: life is good and it's only 2 weeks (less than that) to when we're leaving for worlds and I'm quite stressed out about everything. But that's life.

…yesterday was a horrible day but that's a different matter. I guess I was being really really confused about my life and super duper stressed. Inevitable days of darkness, they do pass. You've gotta learn to accept the darkness if you want to see the stars.

P.S. The today means here actually is yesterday because blogger was down and I couldn't post.