Was skimming through old blog posts and old msn conversations and smses and I realised that I really have such amazing people in my life. I don't know what I did to deserve them, I don't know if I do, but I'm really incredibly grateful for everyone. If you're reading this blog, I love you <3 <3
Also holidays are more than half over but I don't really feel as though they've started- the weight of all the work is pressing down on me. I think ever since the beginning of this year I haven't had what I can call a holiday- a day that I can just leave everything behind and not worry about anything, whether things I love or not, and just do whatever my heart tells me to do. And I doubt I'll have such a day till December hols. June holidays are passing me by way too fast, and they'll be over in no time, and then the crazy unforgiving stress of school starts again. I want to have a day where I can have nothing, absolutely nothing on my mind except for being happy. Then I can enjoy myself. I think sometimes I really have to learn to disconnect myself from all the problems and troubles and work work work and go out there and have fun. All that worrying is stopping me from enjoying the good things in my life to the fullest- I can be worrying about Math AA and IHGs and OM and Artstapestry while going out with people and it just ruins everything.
