TODAY :DD was good good good and it's a friday which makes it even better.

i think everything was just incredibly funny or incredibly happy today- probably the fact that it's a friday. it was a long week. not the most trying i've had, definitely, but one of the most exhausting ones. 

so before morning assembly: everyone grumbling because we had to go to the hall for "lit ces", expecting something boring on R&J that we can barely comprehend (it's a beautiful story, it's just beyond me to be able to understand and appreciate it) and the relief when we end up watching a film on the making of Richard III- it was wonderful. So so good. I think it heightened my (very limited) understanding of Shakespeare- it brought the words to life, instead of just black and white uncomprehendable text on the page. It was so amazing. 

...and then more grumbling when we had to leave for ACP talk, dom and i complaining all the way to the KS chee and stepping in and the smell of socks hitting me and being rudely pulled back to reality- by stinky socks, of all things. but I don't know about you, but ACP actually seems pretty fun to me- I think I'll end up complaining about it when it really comes but for now it seems quite interesting. 

and then assembly! it was quite interesting, laughing at chung's seriousness and emily's craziness on stage ehehe. And fashion cluster was cool. I'm not the type to appreciate fashion, but it was quite cool, and they obviously love lady gaga. and then hearing about the drama production (which is also an ihg omg awesome) and getting ridiculously high and wondering if i should sign up- i think i will. :D i love drama.

getting back to class and seeing the update on the !nk blog and thinking omg AWESOME i see tumblr and harry potter there. :D and then chinese, and recess, and HISTORY- was fun fun fun fun our mock elections! everyone's accent and failed translating- it was so fun. in the end SIP won (nuuuu we're going to get ruled by science investigative projects!) but it was quite amusing. and today was ms syazwani's last lesson- i can't say i like her, but i admit i'm going to miss her CLE lessons, at the very least. i actually like those- using songs, videos, her love life- cool stuff really <3 and after that was math and i just zonked out. because it was the last block of the week and i was tired and i was just relieved to have survived.

guides was good though, i really do like footdrill. strangely. and batch talk just made me feel incredibly guilty- i shouldn't be having different levels of responsibility for different things. this isn't about priorities, this really is about basic responsibility- so why is it that i can just not go because i'm tired for some things and drag myself willingly despite exhaustion on other things? it's so screwed, this shouldn't be happening- sometimes i 'lecture' people on responsibility, but i shouldn't be, if i can't even be responsible enough myself. seriously what is this this is so stupid ahh michhh i can't believe you never saw this in yourself earlier! )): 

oh but i do love our batch <3 <3

yknow it just feels so incredibly good to have time to blog a nice long post instead of those usual short 1 paragraph or one-liners in the middle of the week because of exhaustion or simply the need to work work work. 

incredibly grateful for the weekend.

I think what many people don't understand is that position just doesn't matter as much as conviction.