When was it that I became so sensitive about everything? I'm so sick of being the one who's perpetually made fun of and teased and.. well so much crap but since when did I care so much about what others think about me! It was never this bad till this year. I don't know why, I don't know if it's a good thing- I guess in a way it's something that happens when you grow up, but I don't want this I want to be that young uncaring kid who does what she wants instead of what others expect of her.
and i'm so stressed and so scared (but thank you shannon that helped). who knows what tomorrow will hold but i know we'll be alright.
