September 29, 2011 @ 7:13 PM
i feel inspired now (: after math and lit with minyan and laura. math was okay i guess (although i really need to work harder sigh) and her "eh why you so slow" "i want to punch you" was actually quite helpful in making me work harder haha. and her "it's all worth it so long as you guys do well" (:
then lit today, a lot of helpful tips wow thank you laura. i feel so inspired haha 8D and talking to her about history was a very happy affair (: history is such a wonderful subject, understanding how people think, their motives, their beliefs, how it leads to what happens- i don't know, i just find the study of people extremely fascinating.
it occurred to me somewhere in the middle of lit with laura that we just had our last lessons of the year today, and i probably am never going to have another geog lesson again, that next year everything will be different, we're going to have to re-adapt to new classes, new teachers- the bond we have with 203 won't be there anymore, and... i don't want to leave this class, despite how much they irritate me sometimes, it's been a wonderful 2 years with 203 and i've never found better friends than the ones i have here. this class has meant more to me than i've realised, and i feel so blessed to have been part of such an amazing class.
last history lesson with ms lau today and i found it amazing that she had CES with us and got so agitated over our grades (because it really doesn't affect her at all) even though she's really sick- you can tell, but her conviction is so inspiring.
also just before we left school phine rachel and i just started talking about xxx, and we had quite a long conversation after that. i must say i'm not proud of what i said, i really shouldn't be so judgemental but i just had to let it out somehow and i hope beyond anything that it's not my own bitterness speaking but my being objective about xxx. nevertheless, i don't like bitching about people and i don't like judging people because you never know their full story, you never know what makes them who they are (laura: a person is the sum of all their circumstances). you're never going to know about this but i'm really very sorry.
