i keep getting the nagging feeling that somehow i've been wasting this year away. i know i haven't, but i don't know why i am.
i hate the academic stress. whenever someone tells me i should be studying i just feel like casting a silencing spell on them. i hate the feeling that you just have to do well, how we (and everyone else around us) expects too much of us, how we somehow willingly stress ourselves out more than remotely necessary to get a piece of paper qualification with a 4.0 on it despite how it's not going to matter in 10 years or less than that.
