term 3 wasn't the most difficult term this year, as compared to term 2 it was almost slack in a way. but it was also kind of... i don't know, the beginning was just slack, and going home at 3 is just bliss (it still is, wow what has rgs done to me). but i guess it got more and more intense as it went by. house elections was an interesting experience, really. it was enriching, but i can't say i liked it. i don't like it. i don't like how fake it seems (although it really shouldn't matter, whether others mean it, if i'm sincere, and i really need to get over this self-doubt). it was quite surreal really, never thought i'd get that far. and well so i didn't get it, but it's okay i guess, just want the best for house in the end (this is me looking back at it rationally, a month + after results, and not me the day after results the difference is quite huge). 

i think the strange thing i realised is that PTs and the like don't bother me so much anymore. i have to admit, despite the million pts we had this term it wasn't that hard really to juggle them, strangely. time management is getting better, heckyeah.