October 6, 2011 @ 9:18 PM
history tomorrow i'm relatively confident i'll do fine so- not very stressed out, and i think this is a good attitude to take during the EYAs. 带着一颗平常心/不必为什么担心 (: there's nothing that special about EYAs really, or GPA, i don't know how people get so worked up over it. and there isn't any point in over preparing especially in humans.
math on monday however, is a whole different story. ): i'll try though, and i really want to do well this time round, i don't want to let people down.
a month more with 203 (more or less), less than that before the sec4s graduate, subj combi final option coming up, and there's so many things that're coming on in the next month. and yet- i don't know if there'll be time to appreciate the last month with 203. i don't want to leave 203. frankly i can't imagine being in any other class, 203 has become such a family. someone was telling me yesterday (or was it the previous day?) that 203 is a class with a lot of community spirit, as compared to other classes, we're competitive but we help each other out a lot, and... stuff. i think this class is something that i never really appreciated, but when you look at it from a wider perspective, you realise that your class is such a huge part of your school life and i must say i'm very grateful for this class, for these 2 years.
i don't want to be sec3, that much i know. it sounds so stressful and i've never been good at getting to know new people well, i'm scared. and i don't want batch'11 to leave, especially since there're so many people that've become very important to me. i don't want this year to end, despite how many challenges and setbacks there've been, it's been beautiful in a strange way.
so much i don't want, but the future is going to come regardless. there's no point worrying too much, is there (: for now-
dum loquimur, fugerit invida/aetas: carpe diem, quam minimum credula postero
夢想 理想 幻想 狂想 妄想
我只想堅持每一步 該走的方向
就算一路上 偶而會沮喪
生活是自己 選擇的衣裳
幸福 我要的幸福 沒有束縛
幸福 我要的幸福 在不遠處
