also, EYAs over=a whole lot of other stuff comes crashing down on everyone, and i think we're all already feeling the stress. i don't know if i prefer EYAs with the focus and the not having to worry about much else but studying, life is less confusing like that, especially if grades aren't that important to you. i miss the simplicity of everything in the EYAs, that's not saying i don't enjoy the other responsibilities apart from academics but i have to say it's very... tiring? stressful? not sure how i feel about that, but life is good in general, and i am happy, and i am thankful for that :D
looking forward to housecomm camp on tuesday! i need to find that 单纯的 (sorry chinese for lack of a better english word) enthusiasm back, that unburdened feeling of joy when i do something for house, i think i've been losing that lately and that's not good. looking forward to serving house again next year; feel so uninvolved lately and i tend to think too much about... things. so yeah, it'll be amazing, i hope (:
