The lack of productive things to do is really annoying me ): I think I rather prefer being busy to being too free.
I don't know why I keep doubting my choices and looking at others with envy- it's completely useless, I know, but for some reason I always wonder if I've chosen the right path (is there even a right path?) and I am entirely aware that I need to stop second-guessing myself at every turn. It's so frustrating when I keep doing this and it's just counter-productive especially when I know that I am doing exactly what I want to be doing.
And why do I keep getting the feeling that I am not doing enough.
