more and more i realise that i have no idea what i'm really doing with my life- not that exactly, but just this really empty feeling. and more and more i realise that when i read all those inspirational stories of people they're starting to do nothing to inspire me, but only to somewhat discourage me, after all how many of us can be like all those people? so this year i've been doing better in everything generally, but that drive i had last year is... i don't know, there're just so many insecurities swimming all around us and it's making me confused. more and more people are going you can't do this, stop trying to change anyone, it's never going to work and it's very discouraging because there never seems to be anyone that really believes in anything other than the superficiality that we all get so buried in any more.
When I was younger, I knew everything. Now I've learnt I don't know much of anything at all.
