ah it's the holidays but i'm so tired it's ridiculous. holidays were never really holidays. and right now i constantly feel like i'm disappointing people, which i probably am. definitely am. i feel really terrible about it, but there're so many things going on, but that's no excuse. need to remember how to put others before self. i really miss europe now, the hakuna matata of it all (and i still haven't blogged about it but really NO TIME). i just want to go back there and breathe the cool air and have my hair go crazy in the wind and laugh insanely about little things that don't matter at all with people. want to escape from this world.
if i lay here if i just lay here would you lie with me and just forget the world
