EYAs have been over for more than a week and it's really about time to blog. and honestly, it's not much of a break at all. the thing about EYAs being over and having work to do is that the motivation just isn't there- it's the sense of entitlement after EYAs and the knowledge that i really shouldn't have to do anything. but there's so much to do and everything is just so argh.
somewhat disappointed with my results i guess, even though they are by no means bad, and maybe i'm just expecting too much of myself/being overly influenced by the people around me, but i find it somewhat disturbing that i'm so concerned about this. but i guess the important thing is to remember that we get to choose what defines us (:
one more month of insanity!! then hopefully a little slack; just keep going.
