i really should blog more and i really want to, but everything has been so crazy. this past week has been this ridiculously frustrating cycle of work and it's so tiring- i'm really not sure how this is going to pay off in the end. icyl is taking far too much of everything else in my life and i really don't like how people keep assuming that icyl should take precedence over everything else- as much as it's important and urgent i don't think it's necessarily the top priority for everyone and people should respect that. and the past two weeks have just been a mess of who knows what, with icyl and house and guides and charys leaving and whatsnot. and right now i'm just very drained, i seriously need time to recharge soon, i feel like i can't even give myself an hour to do anything i want without feeling guilty for ignoring something or other. and this is really bad.
